Like You Did

If I die, how many people gon' show up?

What a life, but one day, we all shit out of luck

I'm sure they love me, but they ain't really know me like you did

You did, yeah

My mom cryin' while all the homies pourin' it up

You goin' out, God, I hope You not givin' it up

I gave You everything I got not to move on like You did

Like You did, oh

I don't know why, but I shed more tears

When I lost you than when my grandma died

That's somethin' that I overanalyze

I only feel good when I stand outside

My mental health is vandalized, I'm like, "Damn, at least I'm tryin'"

And since I left, I don't think about you, I fantasize

You said I ain't show enough emotions, well, now I'm cryin'

Part of me wants to act surprised, but you said that happened

Was on the highway to Heaven, but then I crashed it

I've been on the ground and I don't know what happened

Don't know what happened

I was just a lil' kid standin' on the mattress

I was just a lil' kid standin' on the mattress

If I die, how many people gon' show up?

What a life, but one day, we all shit out of luck

I'm sure they love me, but they ain't really know me like you did

You did, yeah

My mom cryin' while all the homies pourin' it up

You goin' out, God, I hope You not givin' it up

I gave You everything I got not to move on like You did

Like You did, oh

Sometimes these breakups feel like deaths

To people that's grievin', I really don't mean disrespect

Life is easier when you link up with a lost soul

But two lost souls ain't gon' fix that hole in your chest

Yeah, so much we got in common, we really trauma bondin'

Find someone to get lost in, that is

What they said that I should never do

I'm weighin' up my options every second that I'm conscious

Maybe when I'm underground, I'll have a better view

First one, thought I had it, second one, fantastic

Third one was like magic, none of them lasted

Fuck am I doin'? Feel like I'm crashin'

Ominous music, what if I lose it?

Moment is ruined, what would you do if?

If I die, how many people gon' show up?

What a life, but one day, we all shit out of luck

I'm sure they love me, but they ain't really know me like you did

You did, yeah

My mom cryin' while all the homies pourin' it up

You goin' out, God, I hope You not givin' it up

I gave You everything I got not to move on like You did

Like You did, oh

I've been on the ground and I don't know what happened

Don't know what happened

I was just a lil' kid standin' on the mattress

I was just a lil' kid standin' on the mattress

I've been on the ground and I don't know what happened

Don't know what happened

I was just a lil' kid standin' on the mattress

I was just a lil' kid standin' on the mattress