Forsaken

I've caught the hits and downward spiral,

No strength to rise, amidst the trial.

Shall I remain, forgo the fight?

The abyss grips with endless night,

For I have gazed far too long,

Where darkness sings its siren song.

God is gone, I’ve lost the faith, there’s nothing left,

No devil cares, he craves our spirits that are bereft.

But even he disdains OUR

SOULS!!!

Tormented and fucking torn! Useless , deceived, crippled souls!!!

Every day brings a new fucking trial,

Tired of choices that constantly beguile.

Friends of yesterday now worship new icons,

The air of childhood now smells of burns and decay!

It feels like an endless night has come,

Only the sky weeps with bright flashes, illuminating the scorched earth.

And dawn is still far off, if it ever comes at all.

God is gone, I’ve lost the faith, there’s nothing left,

No devil cares, he craves our spirits that are bereft.

But even he disdains our souls.

For a moment, I thought it was merely a ghastly dream,

A surreal blur, everything not as it would seem.

But the screams tear through, lifeless eyes pull me from haze,

My heart thunders like hooves, trapping me in this endless maze.

God is gone, I’ve lost the faith, there’s nothing left,

No devil cares, he craves our spirits that are bereft.

But even he disdains our souls.

Blood freezes, lights start to dim,

Every day pushing me closer to the brink.

Heavens weigh down, a crushing force,

I stand my ground, on my course.

Fate presses hard, demanding a choice,

But I stand my ground, on my course!