Play Time

Asked her where are my pills, she says don't know

The withdrawal kicks in but I don't show

She gon' fix me with Oxy, I said no

Ain't goin' so low

In the night it goes sideways, I might cry

I just wanna die

In my mind there's a lie that I'll be fine

If I just get high

 

This ain't me

I just need

Something to set me free

In my mind there's a lie that I'll be fine

If I just get high

I'm scared to fall asleep

So all night I lie in bed

I'm trying not to dream

Afraid of what I'll see

I'm scared to close my eyes

Cause I might sleep too deep

I'm terrified I won't get up

Let's invite all my demons to come in

Keep em happy and close to the party

Maybe they'll take a break from haunting me

Gimme a minute

Oh, I can't fucking breathe

 

I only wanna be alone

Feelin' shit in my zone

This existential crisis is my own

I'm not the only to get dragged down by my burden

It is my fault, I am to blame, of that I'm certain

Play time

It's time to play hide and seek with my psychosis

Break time

There's no break time, I'm always on the run

I'm scared to fall asleep

So all night I lie in bed

I'm trying not to dream

Afraid of what I'll see

I'm scared to close my eyes

Cause I might sleep too deep

I'm terrified I won't get up

My demons don't show in the day when I feel fine

It's getting too dark, shit I think it's nearly play time

 

I'm scared to fall asleep

So all night I lie in bed

I'm trying not to dream

Afraid of what I'll see

I'm scared to fall asleep

So all night I lie in bed

I'm trying not to dream

Afraid of what I'll see

I'm scared to close my eyes

Cause I might sleep too deep

I'm terrified I won't get up

I try not to dream

I try not to dream

I'm terrified I won't get up

I try not to dream

I try not to