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Autophobia
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Autophobia was released on August 23, 2024 by sylksounds as a part of the album Autophobia - Single
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Release DateAugust 23, 2024
Labelsylksounds
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
VNDRE
VNDRE
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Andre Cook
Andre Cook
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Andre Cook
Andre Cook
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah
I'm scared i'll be alone forever
No one to run to
& home i can hold together
No one to celebrate all my little wins
When it's over, they gone forget em
Maybe I'm just overthinking
Making problems outta nothing
For no good reason
But it's on my mind
& these thoughts gonna kill me
If i keep holding these in
I need a distraction
I'm starting to think maybe that's why
I found peace in the rapping
All the wrong done to me needs to happen
I guess some things don't need a reaction
I can't hold a bond to save my life
But that's okay, alright
I'd rather be alone anyways
It's better that way
As long it ain't at night
Im scared what the future holds
Think i'd rather be lied to
If it hurts when the truth be told
I'd rather have trust issues than
Somebody i don't trust showing up at my funeral
I'd rather lie awake, instead of lie to they're face
Can't act fake tryna sound cool, ya know?
Or maybe that's cope & i can't be alone
When i'm really just scared and delusional
Talk big, but the bite don't match
Push em away cause i might attach
What i look like giving away my heart
For a lil energy that i might get back?
Man, y'all must be crazy
Gon head and waste the lil time that we got
Cause it ain't me
Telling me they love me
And tell everybody else they hate me
I'm scared i'll be alone forever
No one to run to
& home i can hold together
No one to celebrate all my little wins
When it's over, they gone forget em
Maybe I'm just overthinking
Making problems outta nothing
For no good reason
But it's on my mind
& these thoughts gonna kill me
If i keep holding these in
Need to refocus
But they done took everything from me
Except leaving me hopeless
Tell them my dreams, get laughs in my face
Without telling me what the joke is
I can read what they feeling about me
Emotions don't really need to be spoken
I can see it all, really i see everything
Why i ain't seizing the moment
Why can't i trust nobody?
Everything they say always feel like a lie
I don't believe anybody saying that they love me
They say i need "healing" i've tried
Maybe they don't love like i do
That don't ever stop me from feeling denied
I'd be rich if you gave me a dollar
For everytime i stared at the ceiling & cried
I came in alone and i'll leave that way
The truth in it hurts me to say
They wasn't there for the baby hair phase
Why would they see me grey?
Why when i'm at my worst they ain't around
But they all say the same thing, wanna see me be great?
Maybe it's me, and it ain't they fault
Guess i won't know either way
I'm scared i'll be alone forever
No one to run to
& home i can hold together
No one to celebrate all my little wins
When it's over, they gone forget em
Maybe I'm just overthinking
Making problems outta nothing
For no good reason
But it's on my mind
& these thoughts gonna kill me
If i keep holding these in, I
Huh, yeah, uh
Yeah, I, I
Okay
Written by: Andre Cook
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