It's summer once again and what the hell is buzzing out my bedroom door and not inviting me to bed

It's heat beneath my epidermis, i long for the color in the cup of water that's right there, next to my pills of vitamin for my skin

I select the way i go about each day and you don't think to budge a single thing about your delay

In truth, the summer doesn't bother, wait hold up there goes another shocking non-existent blue chill, it hits me again, right in my skin of vitamin

Anxiety ridden, acne scarred

Fell under the subway line

Painted windows over the wagons

Can't ever tell what's outside

I haven't fully realized it would be taking a bit more than a single person to become

I tried transcending long ago, i don't remember giving up and now i still don't know exactly what i need, and who knows what i need, certainly not me

I select the way i go about each day and you don't think to budge a single thing about your delay

In truth, the summer doesn't bother, wait hold up there goes another shocking non-existent blue chill, it hits me again, right in my skin of vitamin

Summer 21, summer 21, summer 21, summer 21

Anxiety ridden, acne scarred

Fell under subway line

Graffiti on subways over the windows

I can't ever tell what's outside