I used to know someone so well. I’ll talk about them I still share. But I made a guess that it wouldn’t age well. And, I can’t commit to the mental hell.

The last time I really saw her, committing to someone new. It’s ok I’m happy for her. Even though she thought she blew it.

Doesn’t mean I still don’t love them. Inside this body somewhere.

Somewhere I am, holding onto my old friends and easy things that happy brings. Somewhere. Hail not rain. Somewhere.

I’m sorry I never told my friends, I’m sorry I rushed us to the end. I’m sorry you were innocent, I left you sitting on that step.

I never listened when you said. You’re going to leave first, walk away. You really had a problem in you. And I really did care. Somewhere

It doesn’t mean I still don’t love them. Inside this body somewhere.

Somewhere I am, holding onto my old friends and easy things that happy brings. Somewhere.

Back when I drew pictures, inspired by the times

Now I try to join you, kid

But I’m older and I try to keep my mind.

Somewhere I feel lucky someone I will find

Somewhere I feel happy someone I can find.

It doesn’t mean I still don’t love them. Inside this body somewhere.

Somewhere I am, holding onto my old friends and easy things that happy brings. Somewhere.