Gorgeous

(Sickly you love to know what's right)

(Ain't you?)

(What it feels like)

Twist the knife

Dig deeper, into my skin

I can't feel you

I want to watch the sweat drip down your eyes

I want to know, you deserve this

Praying the sky would fall down on me

Obliterate me entirely

Begging a god that don't know me, for swift relief

That's when they answered me

I took that jagged pill

Took a look inside, and I saw myself

For who I really was

Either burning bridges or choking on dust

Filling this void with synthetics

Bury my head in the sand

Made me so apathetic

But the feeling's gorgeous

Standing at the edge of it all

Can I wash away this pain if I fall?

Can I wash away this pain?

(And now my body is empty)

Freed from this flesh, and bone

(No longer begging on bent knees)

Exit the machine

The gravity of everything unsaid

Pulling me under hanging by a thread

Was all this sweat really worth this?

I honestly ain't found one shred of purpose

And I'm all over the map

I gave up searching when my eyes turned black

Oh-ohh

Tear me apart, (tear me apart)

Leaving me here, (leaving me here)

For the worms, and the dirt

Crawling out from underneath this side

Vision blurry stare you in the eyes

Begging for you to twist the knife