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BPD pt. 2
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Hip-Hop/Rap
BPD pt. 2 was released on August 21, 2024 by HKFiftyOne as a part of the album BPD pt. 2 - Single
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Release DateAugust 21, 2024
LabelHKFiftyOne
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM75

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sean Payne
Sean Payne
Songwriter

Lyrics

Yeah
Hate to choose between my sanity, or always being lonely
But both still make me crazy, and they'll both just kill me slowly
So what am I to do? Just live this life all by myself?
Or should I end it quick? But I don't want to go to hell
So maybe I'll just hide away and stay inside my box
Won't let anyone inside, and I won't hear it if you knock
If you somehow make it in, I'll just guide you back outside
Then I'll thank you for the visit, I don't need you, said I'm fine
I know that's no excuse, I'm just so tired at this point
'Cause nothing ever helps, like I won't even hit a joint
My younger self would hate me, I don't mean to disappoint
But nothing really changed, it been's the same since I was a boy
I hate the way I work, it always feels like something's broken
"I wish that I was normal," swear that shit could be my slogan
I wish they understood I try my best, I just feel frozen
I swear it just gets hard now when so much of me has been stolen
I think I told my ex that I was fixed, it went away
But the truth is that I feel it still, the emptiness and pain
Swear it's probably been a year now, said it on this very day
I just hope I make it out alive, but I can only pray
I know that's no excuse, I'm just so tired at this point
'Cause nothing ever helps, like I won't even hit a joint
My younger self would hate me, I don't mean to disappoint
But nothing really changed, it's been the same since I was a boy
It's probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me, yeah
It's probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me, yeah
It's probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me, yeah
It's probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me, yeah
Yeah, it's probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me, yeah
It's probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me
Probably going to kill me, yeah
Yeah
Written by: Sean Payne
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