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Myself
22
Hip-Hop/Rap
Myself was released on September 6, 2024 by NBB as a part of the album Myself - Single
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Release DateSeptember 6, 2024
LabelNBB
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM61

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Zachary S Schamber
Zachary S Schamber
Songwriter

Lyrics

I don't trust my emotions
Standing on the edge and I'm broken
Last few girls left me hopeless
Girl you know this and I'm hoping
Maybe one day it'll change up
I swear you don't offer fake love
And I can't trust that cause I made us
Seem dangerous, I hate lust
Turn it all around and I can't control
How it turns out with no hand to hold
Look at my heart, guess it had a hole
Now you pay for my past, girl I lack soul
Made a mistake, broke myself and her
Look into the lake and it's all a blur
Wouldn't change a thing but I know I'm hurt
Please don't walk away cause today I've learned
Man I love this girl but the way I was molded
Can't open up, stay close and unfolded
Thoughts of the future may look so golden
Take my hand and hold it, cold inside my room
I was looking at the wall with the thoughts of you
But the past runs deep, changed my attitude
Now I can't assume, I don't have the truth
Looking back, maybe should've changed
But in the past, girls rearranged
In every way, to make their perfect
Destroyed who I am now, tell me was it worth it
Saying I'm the worst cause I'm always working
Certain strings that were pulled
To make me yours but instead made me cold
Talking on the phone through words made me fold
You took my breath away in a chokehold
I love you but these girls turn my soul cold
From other girls tryna turn me to a robo
No home, no love, no cope, no drugs
But you make me high like my home plug
Swing for the fence cause I hit like a home run
Ex-hated work, how I acted with my no front
Mood that ensued from the safe that I used like a tool
But it proved I was there for her use like a toy, oh boy, oh boy,
Work too much but I think that you're lazy
Stayed at home and that shit drove me crazy
Said you wanted love but you wanted a fake scene
Saw you smile more when I said that you break me
Take me down and out tell my face bleeds
You can take me for granted
Like a seed that you planted
I trust you so my love you can have it
If you need out take you to the next planet
Don't steal me like a thief or a bandit
I don't love myself but I do love you
Stuck inside my head like a beat 1, 2,
How do I love you? I don't love myself
Guess that's the question I put on my shelf
How do I trust you? I don't trust myself
Guess somethings changed with the hands I was dealt
How do I change all the ways I react
Blacked out in the back couch sad now, think I need a handout
I'm in pain, call it with a man down
Hands down, worse when it's planned out
Even worse when
Written by: Zachary S Schamber
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