until it's over

Red stains on my tee, and don't tell no one they were free

Can't get past this debris, they're hoping I won't make it out

And that's very lovely, your words were so ugly

Such bad taste in meaning (What's the meaning?)

What's the point in anything you say, if all you do is lie?

I gave you my trust, you bled it out until it dried

Still can't come to terms with anything inside my life

So guessing that's part of the game

And I'm so sick of fighting with the devil

Who convinced me that I got no potential

And the cards that played were successful, truly

Couldn't put up a fight, but that was all before

It's been breaking me down to my core

Yet still don't know what I'm fighting for

And I won't ever understand the shit that you said

Refuse to let that get to me, won't settle in defeat

Nah, talk your fucking shit

'Cause you got nothing on me, I'ma end this softly and

Wasted so much time to find an answer

Time no one can ever get back

My silver lining is painted in blood, so much anger

Now everything is such a drag

Outta pocket

They make me wanna tear my eyes out of my sockets

But I won't let them see a day, it's what they started

I know I'll find a way, I'm like a heartless

Hoping this is what they wanted

Don't know what to seek, feel like I can't be me

Still not past the debris, but hoping things will end fine

I've lost all my focus, most days so hopeless

This world got sour taste (It tastes like shit)

What's the point in anything at all, if everything gets worse?

It feels like 18 years I've been stuck inside a curse

But I will keep pushing 'cause there's gotta be a worth

Until it's all over

And I won't ever understand the shit that you said

Refuse to let that get to me, won't settle in defeat

Nah, talk your fucking shit

'Cause you got nothing on me, I'ma end this softly and

Wasted so much time to find an answer

Time no one can ever get back

My silver lining is painted in blood, so much anger

Now everything is such a drag

And I hope for a day that I can come back

A world of my own, no one can trespass

Under the sun, laying on the grass

'Cause it's all that I have