Lavender Flower

Lavender flower

Lavender flower

I got blood on my teeth, running down on my sweater

That he ripped off in seconds

It's okay 'cause I let him

I know it ain't criminal to put me down like that

I ain't a victim

I'm just a bitch laughing at her bad decisions

I know I been running, never really stopping

Looking straight into the eyes of the problem

Shutting out the sound while the voices getting louder

She let no one mess with her

Power, with her power

But in these after hours, after hours

Water pouring from her eyes in the shower

Tie-dying every towel

Going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower

Sour, who tasted sour 'cause she wasted her hours

On them cowards

And she keeps on wondering why she alone

Tie-dying every towel

Going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower, all grown up now

But the girl in those pictures

I remember her thinking

"It's like nobody gets me"

Was left with more questions than answers

Finally see the blessing of falling in love

With every single imperfection

Start to smell the roses

Everybody notices

Now I see my shadow is a part of my story

Picking up myself cause I'm beautifully broken

She lets no one mess with her

Power, with her power

But in these after hours, after hours

Water pouring from her eyes in the shower

Tie-dying every towel

Going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower

Sour, who tasted sour 'cause she wasted her hours

On them cowards

And she keeps on wondering why she alone

Tie-dying every towel

Going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower (Whatever)

Just a bad night (Whatever)

Just to be mine (Whatever)

She's alway gonna get up

Just a dumb lie (Whatever)

Cutting her twice (Whatever)

Like a sharp knife (Whatever)

She's alway gonna get up

Time she get stuck (Whatever)

Call it "bad luck" (Whatever)

Call it "life sucks" (Whatever)

She's alway gonna get up

Just like fire and water, she cools down then gets hotter

Even when talking hotter

You better watch out, don't mess with her

Power, with her power

But in these after hours, after hours

Water pouring from her eyes in the shower

Tie-dying every towel

Going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower

Sour, who tasted sour 'cause she wasted her hours (Her hours)

On them cowards

And she keeps on wondering why she alone (Why?)

Tie-dying every towel

Going red, going blue

She's a lavender flower