I'll Remember It For What It Was

The sounds of creaks in the floor where we’d walk

I should’ve known were warning signs that we would fall

A broken heart my broken bones no they won’t heal

You’ll get back up and you’ll move on

I know you will

I find myself waking up in the dead of the night

Tryna picture us in the days we were alive

But I can’t cause there’s no hope

The past is dark and it’s gone cold

You’re the smoke that never clears out

I’m the fire you let burn out

How am I suppose to live when you left me for dead

Things that I said wish I had left them unsaid

But I can’t change the past and I know I can’t change us

And it’s starts with me saying I’ll remember it for what it was.

You said dreams of yours you couldn’t ignore

Was I apart of them like all the times before

The clock rewinds and I look back it’s seems so wrong

Now moving forward I think it’s time that we move on

How can I move forward when you left me behind

You took the lanterns and you left me in the night

But it’s okay I’ll be fine

You never asked if I was alright

Wish that I could think better but it never really seemed right

I find myself waking up in the dead of the night

Tryna picture us in the days we were alive

But I can’t the pictures all torn

It’s a love that never was born

Spent a lifetime tryna change us

But I’ll just remember it for what it was.