Within Myself

Five in the morning

I see my reflection

Turn on the lights and

I don't look good enough

Want to take off my mask

and my disguise is gone

Look at the painting

but I see a mess

Look at my hands

and I only see bones

Please get me out of here

I was built so wrong

I got too much to say

so I wrote this song

(Okay, so)

It's three in the morning

I'm not sure where to go

Nobody will answer my texts

I'm all alone

I'm tired of this feeling

I have a body of my own

and It's not enough

(It's not enough)

I feel I wear a coat that doesn't belong to me

No matter how much change my shape

I can't get it well

My face turns into rivers

and my body is red hot in every cell

I wish someone could come to save me from this

but I can't even love myself

I'm done fighting for my life

Take it all down and apart

Knife in hand

Decimate until there's nothing left

My body's rejecting me

I cant keep asking myself

Will I win this war within myself?