Waiting

Spiraling, unnerving through the pain in what I'm learning

Found a piece of you inside of me and now I'm strewn apart

Wavering, unravelling through everything and back again

Cauterize and close this severed open bleeding heart

Am I better now or further back when I was waiting endlessly

That wasn't meant for me

Haunting unwanted thoughts of feeling empty

Had it really been this long

Am I too far gone

I'm too far gone

What more do you need from me? I share your lack of empathy

And falter in the ignorance of all I'd ever known

If I were to stay the same, you would run away

Then I'm right where I started all those years ago

Am I better now or further back when I was waiting endlessly

That wasn't meant for me.

Haunting unwanted thoughts of feeling empty.

Had it really been this long

Am I too far gone

Dependency has taken ahold of me

Selling a lie I wanted to believe

Insanity, repeating the same things

Cowering, pretending we are happy

I know damn well we're not

Am I better now, or further back somehow

Am I better now, or further back somehow

Am I better now, or further back somehow

Am I better now, or further back when I was waiting endlessly

That wasn't meant for me

Haunting unwanted thoughts of feeling empty

Had it really been this long

Am I too far gone, or further back when I was waiting endlessly

That wasn't meant for me

Haunting unwanted thoughts of feeling empty

Had it really been this long

Am I too far gone

Oh, I'm too far gone

Let's go