house plants (feat. VITO)

And I hope the state of our house plants

Is in no shape reminiscent

Of the way the past months have been

Or the weight I've weighed on your patience

Can we blame it on

Anything other than

I want to believe it

Delusional is it

Well I see the hole in the bag

Try to bury these feelings

Under the shell of me

But they grow legs and come back

Back back

I see the hole in the bag

Once filled with all that we had

Now spilled in the back

With the trash

Lining the garden

Was trash spread over the earth

The lights went over my head

Confused as to why it won't work

Just hold me tight

I swear I'll be what you need

And everything in between

I swear I'll make you believe

What you will lose if you leave

I want to believe it

Delusional is it

Well I see the hole in the bag

Try to bury these feelings

Under the shell of me

But they grow legs and come back

I want to believe it

Delusional is it

Well I see the hole in the bag

Try to bury these feelings

Under the shell of me

But they grow legs and come back

Back back

I see the hole in the bag

Once filled with all that we had

Now spilled in the back

Dealing with loss

Like an abrupt end

My exact thoughts

The ones that I fed

That I'm dealing with loss

Like an abrupt end

My exact thoughts

The ones that I fed

Need to starve them out

Starve them out

Starve them out instead

I see the hole in the bag