Hurricane

Tomorrow I'll stand on a concrete floor

In a blue suit, manned with a speech in my left breast pocket

I'm so nervous that I think I might vomit

And she's crying and laughing at the same time

She paces to me with her dad as he cries

And I'm pinching myself in denial

We fell pregnant on the day before the aisle

And now

My heart is thumping

My throat keeps lumping

I'm part of something

Bigger than me

I'm in the middle of the hurricane

Of everything I love, everything I hate

I'm in the middle of the hurricane

Everything keeps changing, but I'm still the same

It's fine

The months flew by

And now we're picking out all the names that we like

Then one freezing night in July

She said, "We gotta go now

Something ain't right"

And then

My blood is racing

My chest is caving

We start the praying, please

I'm in the middle of the hurricane

Of everything I love, everything I hate

I'm in the middle of the hurricane

Everything keeps changing, but I'm still the same

It's fine

Yeah, I'm still the same

It's fine

Yeah, I'm still the same

It's fine

Six months into the marriage

Lots of love, but a bleak miscarriage

And now we've gotta crawl through the pain

Then we throw ourselves right back into the hurricane

We're in the middle, oh-oh

Of everything we love, of everything we hate

We're in the middle of the hurricane

Everything keeps changing, but we're still the same

It's fine

My heart is thumping

My throat keeps lumping

Everything keeps changing, but we're still the same

It's fine

My heart keeps racing

My chest keeps caving

Everything keeps changing, but I'm still the same

It's fine