Tell me would it have made a difference

If I had been blessed with a different existence

Why do I always have to hurt

It’s draining my spirit and scarring my bones

Beneath the floorboards I buried pieces of myself hoping one day I’d escape and I could be somebody else

I spent my life all alone, living in disbelief

Hoping someone could save me

Wondering what I could be

Staring out the window watching time pass my by

Waiting for a moment I knew wouldn’t arrive

I tried to hold on

I tried to be strong

Even knowing that I’d be on my own

Beneath the floorboards I buried pieces of myself hoping one day I’d escape and I could be somebody else

I spent my life all alone, living in disbelief

Misfortune clings to me, like a haunting memory

I’m always waiting for the rain

To come and wash away

The stain of your touch

Off of my skin

Shackled forever, nothing to gain

Crushed beneath the weight of your apathy

You ruined everything

I spent my life all alone, living in disbelief

This catastrophe sings to me, like a haunting melody