Ooo

Really don't make it a deal, but I'm not happy for real

This might be too much to heal, aye

Check on the gang, I know they not good for real

I hear what you say, but I know how you feel

Yeah

This shit not a joke no more

Tell me you **** is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors

Talking to God in pain

What am I training for?

I cannot stomach more

**** my stomach sore

Nothing that I can do

Struggle since losing my cousin

Then we lost his brother too

They homies just trying to cope

You know, the sticky the booze

Unc commended my sobriety

Who gonna tell him the news

Got the genetics inside of me

(So you know exactly what I'ma do ****)

This shit not a joke no more

Just want understanding from ****

Not tryna keep trauma scores

**** just think they know

I'm not the same no more

You wonder bout so and so

We not the same no more

Really don't need advice

Don't bring it through the door

The mandem need an ear

Not always a lesson or story

Seems like I tried it all

But all of it did nothing for me

Really just wanna be happy

Don't care if you happy for me

This shit not a joke no more

Tell me you **** is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors

Talking to Yaweh in pain

What am I training for?

I cannot stomach more

My stomach sore

Really don't make it a deal, but I'm not happy for real

This might be too much to heal, aye

Check on the gang, I know they not good for real

I hear what you say, but I know how you feel

This shit not a joke no more

Tell me you **** is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors

Talking to Allah in pain

What am I training for?

I cannot stomach more

**** my stomach sore

Tell me what I'm to do

When all you can do is pray

Feel like there nothing you can do

I need my answers today

Lately a **** don't feel

Lately a **** just numb to it all

Way too exhausting for real

Really too honest but not when I should be so that shit is stopping right here

How I'ma off it when I got these problems just staring me down in the mirror

I'll talk bout it some day but right now just trust me, I'm really just trying to heal

Sorry if I let you down, I'm just tryna keep it sincere

I take that apology back

Gotta do this for the mirror

This shit not a joke no more

Tell me you **** is playing and bring out the cameras behind the doors

I promise you not going viral

Who is this funny for? 'Cause it ain't funny to me

I just need a second to breathe

Check on the gang I know they not good for real

I hear what you say

But I know how you feel