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Inner Demons
Hip-Hop/Rap
Inner Demons was released on October 4, 2024 by Blank Records as a part of the album Welcome to the Web
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Release DateOctober 4, 2024
LabelBlank Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM91

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jason Hawkins
Jason Hawkins
Songwriter
Anthony J King
Anthony J King
Songwriter

Lyrics

Lust
It's so controlling withholding my love is slowing
Alcohol can't even stop this demons motion to keep on going
But It heats the beast in me when I hear the sound of all of them moaning
It's so hard when you look at her & then another
Got you thinking bout laying down both to a heavy slumber
You get her number, intentions to get up under
What wonders to plunder and have them crazy about your lumber
It's crazy how much thrust you wanna put up in em
Once you're done all you wanna do is finally be able to rid them
And trust, with all these women hopefully won't be such an issue
But Lust, is such a hard thing to conquer & discontinue
When there's been so many how much of my soul is left
Living alone in my life is getting easy for me to accept
And my inner demons have brought me down to this darker depth
The lust for all these women I don't think I'll ever be able to neglect
What's gonna come next
A hex to strike me down for my constant lust for sex and to rip through all these gowns
And I feel so drowned cause the feelings got me bezerk
The pleasure having women wanting me to creep inside their skirts
But my soul is hurt cause it wants to be with one
What started out to mask my pain has now turned into fun
I wanna be done, but solutions are far away
This demon if not defeated will bring me down to a lonely grave
Anger
When you're tired of waking up the same & un-Accepted
And thoughts of evilness arise from all the bare rejection
On a daily basis it's hard to keep it so suppressive
This bitterness towards people makes you feel congested
So you kill your own soul cause in turn your mind is so complexed in
Not wanting to hurt people but never want to be up & messed with
My 2nd Demon Anger, always keeps my mind contested
It puts this itch in your head, making you annoyed
Outbursts are evident even though you want to avoid
But you're so damn pissed off with how life seems to exploit
Every aspect, so evil thoughts you start thinking to employ
All I want to do is enjoy a single day
Where happiness is there like flowers in the month of may
But this demon keeps me heated by reminiscing my past
Out of all my demons this one is sure to be the one to last
It'll never stops cause anger then brings the pain
What can you say, when your pain just won't seem to go away
Everywhere you end up going to the bed in which you lay this demon named
Depression
Keeps me far from them happy days
There'll be some days where I don't even want to move
And I ponder if I'm happy yet I can't find any proof
So I lay there staring at empty walls trying to prove
To myself its gonna get better when you stop being this recluse
And one small thing can causes entire mood swings
Life is gonna get harder when all your darkest demons brings
Their darkened clouds, to negate 'em you go consume things
But that's what the demons wanted so now you're just a screwed being
And ain't it funny how people are always sunny
But no matter what you do you always end up feeling bummy
The given facts though dark I can't seem to find the reason
In why my life's still caught up in all of my inner demons
All of my inner demons
You're demons will comfort you when no one else will... That's why it's so hard to get rid of them
Written by: Anthony J King, Jason Hawkins
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