Love Myself (feat. .gatza)

Everything I write, it's always just the same thing

And its tragic right, I don't ever see it changing

I get close to happy, but I realize that ain't me

Everyone's telling me how to get better lately

At least they are wishing well, when they give their two cents

I wish I wasn't always so close to losing it

Pressure in my soul, tryna make these shoes fit

Walked on and worn out, but I'm used to it

I don't try to speak out because no one would listen

Same four walls starting to feel like a prison

Been surrounded by bars even if these are written

I really don't think this damage can be fixed man

Thoughts I can't bare to see, so I don't even dare to sleep

Music's done more for me than years of therapy

I've done the "self reflection", but it's like the mirror stares at me

I always catch it saying…

What if I can't love myself?

Hurt again

I hide it, so no one knows

Mmm-mmm

What if I can't love myself?

In the end

Can I climb up from these lows

Mmm-mmm

What if I can't love myself?

What if I cant love myself?

Sick of dragging everyone through this hell

Never heard me say it but I might need help, 'cause I'm drifting

When you say you understand that's when I say its different

Listen, I can never really seem to listen

Everyone connected, yet I'm feeling so distant

They say to change perspective but I can't see the difference

Wonder if I'll ever really make a difference

'Cause I been goin' all night

Wanna be the one to tell you everything's all right

In a cloud of darkness, I could be a tall light

You could call like

Anytime you wanted 'cause you know I could solve it

My love would be a solvent

For all of your pain to dissolve in

I'm up on my feet, No more crawling

Always walking with a purpose never falling, but

What if I can't love myself?

Hurt again

I hide it, so no one knows

Mmm-mmm

What if I can't love myself?

In the end

Can I climb up from these lows

Mmm-mmm

What if I can't love myself?