my home

I try to breathe deep

I really try just to care about me

cause what else stays near

everything changes yes all disappears

smiling on the outside

shocked on the inside dizzy feeling all time

hope is all gone

I need a solution going back to my home

going back to my home

going back to my home

for sure all on my own

I try to let go

but anything keeps me hanging on this soul

you showed me what I've missed

all time I've been caged and I didn't exist

some safety would have pleased me

but that was not what you were willing to give

therefore I felt confused

needed to react going back to my home

going back to my home

going back to my home

for sure all on my own

I tried to trust

without pressure this chance I did give up

delighted in the floating times

maybe it goes back to where hearts still shine

now all I wanna say

it is what it is and that is okay

hope is never gone

I need a solution going back to my home

going back to my home

going back to my home

for sure all on my own

believe me dazzling one

I thank you forever and I mean it from heart

but now I need to start

to fill my own life with luck nothing falls apart

going back to my home

going back to my home

for sure all on my own

maybe always on my own