I thought about taking three tabs of acid today

And just walking away from all these plans I've made

And this checklist I've been trying to check off now

For what feels like a decade

I've given up on my love life at least for today

Or maybe another year or two

But if I'm being honest with myself

And if I'm being honest with you too

Honestly, it seems there's no honesty anymore anymore

Honestly, we're all just nominally choosing our truths and still keeping our scores

I'm growing old in a structure that seems to have crumbled

I'm resisting the exit door

I seem to find comfort in discomfort

So I'll just fall asleep on the floor

It's better than lying in bed stuck in my head

Thinking bout people and things I shouldn't care about

Or distracting myself on a screen

That makes me feel worse about myself and everyone else

Honestly, it seems there's no honesty anymore anymore

Honestly, we're all just nominally choosing our truths and still keeping our scores