Yeah I think I’m intoxicated

so I’m laying in my bed with these feelings in my head

Wondering how it got so complicated

Yeah im looking like a mess while we’re playing a game of chess

cant explain how i got so jaded

but i continue facing lies sending shivers down my spine

Yeah you know that I gotta make it

Yeah you know that I gotta make it

All these people do is waste time, while they make lines

Chasing all their egos with this fake shine

Thinking all this money will just make right

When they’re throwing all theirs issues down a drain pipe

So i take right back for a minute

Answering all my questions, how’d i get in this position

Surrounded by sinners who couldn’t give god a listen

Did I let this fame or all this clout bury ambition

Did I fall in love with the drugs and the women

was it all my Past that gave me these cloudy visions

feeling shame,Ive been twisted by the pain

Could be hunger or her name

Either way I can’t explain how im livin

thankful to the lord for the blessings I’ve given

Treat em like a lesson or else imma forget em

and fall into the cycle that I couldn’t stop from winning

Yeah I think I’m intoxicated

so I’m laying in my bed with these feelings in my heads

Wondering how it got so complicated

Yeah im looking like a mess while we’re playing a game of chess

cant explain how i got so jaded

but i continue facing lies sending shivers down my spine

Yeah you know that I gotta make it

Yeah you know that I gotta make it

Brick by brick, stone by stone

Setting foundations to build up the goal

This is desire that’s calling the phone

better pick up or you better go home

fighting for life that is destined for gold

none of you **** can change up the road

this where we’re different

I’m all no missin, this more than commitment

so fuck all the bitchin, I do more than listen

look at my work, It’s all proof of the mission

feeling the pain even through all the shine

this is my heart and my soul on the line

fuck what their saying, I’m never betraying the **** that stood by side

We gon' topple the mountains, there’s nothing to stop us, you better just get with the times