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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kristopher Ballard
Kristopher Ballard
Songwriter
Jacob Shaver
Jacob Shaver
Songwriter
Chase Chabaud
Chase Chabaud
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Nick Maggio
Nick Maggio
Producer

Lyrics

I stole these chords from a song I heard last week
I thought If I could fuck anything else up
It'd be someone else's Idea
A delusion of grandeur
I'll Never get myself out of this hole I'm in
I want you to understand
It's not about the words or how I sing them
It's about how I fucking feel
And I feel like I am choking on my spit
I could die in this hole
I could cough out both my lungs
Or break my bones
Just so I don't have to feel sad anymore
My Heart is pumping
Blood to my organs
And they are screaming because
I'm not taking care of myself
Commiserating with all of my self-doubt
I want you to understand
It's not about the words or how I sing them
It's about how I fucking feel
And I feel like I am drowning in remorse
My Heart is pumping
Blood to my organs
And they are screaming because
I'm not taking care of myself
Commiserating with all of my self-doubt
I want you to understand
It's not about the words or how I sing them
It's about how I fucking feel
And I feel like I am drowning in remorse
Written by: Chase Chabaud, Jacob Shaver, Kristopher Ballard
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