I fell asleep with the lights on

I can't breathe when I'm this deep in the fog

Choking in my sleep with my ice on

She want me to leave but I was already gone

She told me be a little bit clearer

So I took a pill and I wrote this song

The feeling of apathy is nearer

But I couldn't care not to care at all

I cultivate my sins

I make them what you wish

I carve my body to pieces

Endless as bread and fish

Feed me to your hungry

Rip apart my flesh

Use my bones for your undead throne

While parading in my skin

You told me not to worry about you, but I haven’t given a shit in so damn long

You tried to isolate me from my friends, while you sleep with yours so its hard to be strong

I remember when you held me hostage, you said you’d kill yourself and it would be my fault

I remember when I said I was struggling, you said you didn’t care, fuck you’re so damn cold

And this getting old, but I will never fold to your will and your manipulative games

I thought I knew you well, and in my arms I’d hold you, but all the love just seems to fade away

Through all the tears I’ve cried, and all the drawn out lies

You really took your time to let your darkness show

I hear the echoed chimes of all the hurt inside

Self inflicted scars that only seem to grow

Now I’m a fallen shell

Way too many faults to tell

My soul is gone, it’s dark, you see?

Wrapped up in my apathy