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Self Destruct
329
On Tour
Hip-Hop/Rap
Self Destruct was released on October 29, 2024 by Just Us League as a part of the album Pressure
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Release DateOctober 29, 2024
LabelJust Us League
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM134

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ekoh
Ekoh
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ekoh
Ekoh
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matty Beats
Matty Beats
Producer
Curt Martin
Curt Martin
Producer

Lyrics

I don't know if I've been sleeping or awake
Can you save me from myself, now? (Yeah)
I don't feel safe with no one else 'round
Everybody watching me, while I fight to breathe
But I choose to do this myself
And know, maybe, I've been too hurt to trust
Still don't think I deserve enough
And when things go right, I'm reminded of all that is evil
I've got that reside in the blood on a slow leak
I can feel the change when I'm on the path, but I can't let it go
Want you to feel the way that I feel, and try to get you to hear
But you won't
Falling, I made this bed that I crawl in
The darkness in me is calling
And all the while, the clock ticks down
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
Coming undone, I'm afraid every time that I love something
I'ma hold too tight, 'til it's fucked up
Am I the one, or the one you should run from, huh?
I've bottled it up, blame all the trauma, the system corrupt
Sick of pretending I'm not at the ending
And telling my friends I'm okay, when it's just never enough
Ne-never a moment to let you in
I don't know if I'll be anything better than what I've become, so I cut the connection
And if there's a button to end it, I'm pressing it
Falling, I made this bed that I crawl in
The darkness in me is calling
And all the while, the clock ticks down
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
So, I self-destruct, 'truct, 'truct
So, I self-destruct
So, I self-destruct, 'truct, 'truct
So, I self-destruct
Now, I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
Written by: Ekoh
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