Bad Man

I'm just tryna get to know you

Why it gotta feel like I owe you?

Can't nobody tell me what I'm goin' through

Oh, guess it's time to make adult moves

Yeah, life just move a lil' bit quicker to me

Young me, yo, I still ain't forgive him fully

Oh, beatin' that down, yo, I been a bully

All the lil' motherfucker do is ridicule me

What if I can't love you?

What if I don't want to?

I don't got the muscle

What if I said "fuck you"? Oh

Every breath to my detriment

I feel the truth is so evident

My fear, the drug that I get to binge, oh

The real me knockin', won't let him in

I take the punch and regret the chin

Two words I fear most is "let's begin," oh

What if I'm just a bad man?

What if I'm just a bad man?

What if I'm just a bad man?

Yeah

Findin' it hard to trust, defiant, my guard is up

Adulthood just a childhood deluxe

Need a new album to play

I ain't proud of the ways I hit the same off-notes like I'm proud of mistakes

Habits of survival ingrained in all these patterns and denials of pain

The inner child, they say

Well, tell me, when will mine go away?

Is every good man at peace? How much time do it take?

How do you heal wounds you don't remember?

That's why I don't see you, just an agenda

Lonely, but got no room for you to enter

Fog gatherin' on the window to my soul like

Ain't no clever with emotions, it only can help to show 'em

We all tryna SparkNotes 'em, I think

I give my truth away so I don't gotta live it

And young me keeps scoldin' me 'til I forgive him

What if I'm just a bad man?

What if I'm just a bad man?

What if I'm just a bad man?