Goodbye

I try so hard but i fail sometimes

I want to fly but i sink and i cry

I know that i have so much to learn

And so much to live

But i hold myself

Right here right now

In a moment of time

Where it's easy to just sink and die

I don't want to grow

Old someday

And hate myself

For when i

couldn't say goodbye

Everywhere I've been

Has led me too this

And everything everywhere i can be

Better than this

Just don't let go

I'm fighting within

And falling apart

But it's time to let go

At night i cry about things in my life

I'm stronger than the way i get by

I could fly high but i chose to sink and drown

And wallow in some thoughts about what could be

What could i have if i could be me all of the time i could be free

What could the past have been

If i wasn't scared

of flying so free

And just being me

It's time to say goodbye

To all of the things

Holding me back and i

Know i can do this

If i put a little time into me

Fuck the judgement

I'm just being me

And i dont regret a single thing

I just forgive myself for believing

I wasnt enough

Cause i am enough

It's time say goodbye

Time to say goodbye

To all the things holding me back

Goodbye