Those coals you held onto to get close enough to pour on me they burned you too

So ill equipped with the knowledge of how to say what's wrong and if we've had enough

I've had enough

I've had enough

Such silly hemorrhaging in arguing

Hear you speak but not listen

I fawn and freeze in perfect rhythm

Enough looping the stories we were given

Who am I speaking to now?

Are our 9 year old versions here with us to show us how our wounds show up to be felt again our loops repeat until we've had enough

I've had enough

I've had enough

I'm sorry for the ways I hurt you

Whether or not I meant to

I see the way that I was then

Ego living in Fear of the Lack

Me? I've changed a lot since we last spoke

It would be unfair to assume you haven't changed at all

Still, I'd smile and wish you luck

My Heart is soft and strong and now I'm careful with my Love

Those coals you held onto to get close enough to pour on me they burned you too

Those words I heard you were spreading round

I know the truth and it's over now

I've had enough