erase it

I should have been there, but I was frozen

Beg for my heart and then cut it open, oh

Like who would have thought that I would fall?

And I guess that's the end, like after all

I shoulda known you would do that to me

Act like you saw a ghost, but you see right through me, oh

See you at the top, yeah, never gonna stop, yeah

You on some dumb shit, boy, you was just a bop, yeah

I pray everyday it'll all add up to something else

You on some fake shit, you're falling off, can't face it

Say it to my face, bitch, and you won't, you never say shit

This conversation, won't go out, think I'ma stay in

I shoulda known I was only gon' go up alone

You were too late bitch, no way out, there's no escaping

I just gotta know, is you out or are you staying?

If I'm all alone this whole time like were you playing?

I thought I was so invincible

I act so selfish and I know

Always looking at my phone

But I never pick up, dial tone

Guess I'm a bad friend, yeah I know

Think about myself and nothing more

Feel like shit, never show it

It's my own path, yeah I chose it

I wish I knew that some things, they just never change

You on some fake shit, you falling off, can't face it

Say it to my face, bitch, and you won't, you never say shit

This conversation, won't go out, think I'ma stay in

I thought I lost you, turns out I just lost myself

I'm on some fake shit, I'm crashing out, can't take it

I know you would never say it, try my best to not replay it

You're just a good friend, I'm not, I know, I hate it

I pray everyday that I'll be able to change my ways

Think I'm too late, bitch, I can't keep up, I can't escape it

Ha, I'm on the same shit, never change, no, I can't change it

Wish I could just start over, my memory, erase it