Jaded

I am jaded

Isolated

So frustrated

Manipulated

I always end up in too deep

I stand my ground but it’s too steep

Spiraling out of control

With no one there to break my fall

Stab me in the back

If it makes you feel good

Leave me in the past

Like I knew that you would

Nothin’ ever lasts

Nothin’ works how it should

Am I oblivious

Or just misunderstood?

I can’t comprehend how everything ends up like this

I’ve been doing all I can to make some sense of it

Mass confusion

Sole delusion

Which is right and who is wrong?

Am I close or too far gone?

I’ve been left hangin’ for so long

I need a reason to hold on

Stab me in the back

If it makes you feel good

Leave me in the past

Like I knew that you would

Nothin’ ever lasts

Nothin’ works how it should

Am I oblivious

Or just misunderstood?

I can’t comprehend how everything ends up like this

I’ve been doing all I can to make some sense of it