So Hard

I tried so hard to let go

Let go of all the pain

I made myself a promise

I won’t go there again

He did me oh so dirty

And left me there to bleed

You don’t deserve my loving

‘Cause it don’t mean a thing

A toxic love, a bitter taste

I don’t know why I love the chase

Tried so hard to do this

Tried so hard to go

Want that love like the movies

But he won’t give me what I want

Tried so hard to do this

Tried so hard to go

Want that love like the movies

But he won’t give me what I want

You call me, I go running

I just can’t help myself

Pick up the consequences

And put them on a shelf

You make the same mistake

And cross another line

That’s when I wash my hands and

I’m serious this time

A toxic love, a bitter taste

I don’t know why I love the chase

Tried so hard to do this

Tried so hard to go

Want that love like the movies

But he won’t give me what I want

Tried so hard to do this

Tried so hard to go

Want that love like the movies

But he won’t give me what I want

I just can’t throw it all away

I don’t know why I love the chase

I need loving, I

I want loving, I

I need loving, I

I want loving, I

Tried so hard to do this

Tried so hard to go

Want that love like the movies

But he won’t give me what I want