Now when I feel someone getting close and I might feel the same

Bury what I might could feel so I don't feel the same

What I felt before is why I feel it's just a losing game

What can be will not remain and I can't lose what I don't gain

Alone in my own prison but you all have did the same

They can't shoot me thru my heart if I'm too far for them to aim

So I lock myself away and never speak about a key

B'cuz everyone that visits only takes things when they leave

Yea I'm solo only silent something most cannot achieve to trust my life in someone's hands and tell myself they want deceive

Thats naive as they won't take my money that I drop and leave

Useless like thinking I could fly if I just believe

Like begging for some air until I have no more to breath

Like a doctors going to heal my broken heart and surgery is free

Fighting for our lives will they kick you when you down

Has someone who ever hurt you come to help you off the ground

Man now listen I'm back to contradiction

Struggle not to have an empty heart until I spill it

Be a man right Now I am this is what I learned

I'd rather talk to god then to whom it may concern

Seems like when I finally get good people god needs em home

Why not feel like I should probably walk this path alone

Now I don't need new people and I push away the friends I know

So they hurt i felt they never feel the day I'm finally gone

I pray for everyone just to fall prey to everyone

That's all that can be done but still the worst is yet to come

Half of me has had it and the other half ain't having fun but

I ain't mad I'm just numb wash my hands now it's done

Lord please protect us from this unsafe place let your daughters know that beauty's not the pic that's on her page

Show your son his skillful hands can create something great

They're your weapons and your blessings for the family that you make

Now when I feel someone getting close and I might feel the same

Bury what I might can feel so I don't feel the pain

What I've felt before is why I feel it's just a losing game

What can be will not remain and I can't lose what I don't gain