album cover
feeling away
album cover
feeling away was released on November 10, 2024 by 4079505 Records DK as a part of the album UPWARD
AlbumUPWARD
November 10, 2024
Label4079505 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
BPM125
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I wish I was more connected to You, God
But I'm always standing off there in the dark
Where the light cannot get to me
I know it's always, always been You, God
But I didn't let You into my heart
And now I'm feeling away
I got problems I know that I'm selfish
Whenever I see You I see I am helpless
I wish I was honest with people I know
But I love to look cool and put on a show
And it hurts me to know that I cannot be trusted
I live in my own world and now I'm disgusted
It's all full of garbage and junk I don't need
You said that I hurt you so I had to leave
And now I find joy in things that won't last
Because I'm afraid to look at the past
I don't want to see the things that I did
The way that I hurt You the ways that I sinned
But You never gave up on me left me to die
The things that were tempting me You said were lies
But there were some times when I wanted to die
But You came and held me and kept me alive
You already did what I wanted to do
You died for my sin and now I gotta move
So You can come in and do what You do
I wish I was more connected to You, God
But I'm always standing off there in the dark
Where the light cannot get to me
I know it's always, always been You, God
But I didn't let You inside my heart
And now I'm feeling away
And now I'm forgiven but I just can't help it
I still love the darkness because it has melted
My fear of perception how can I be fearful
Of something that's hidden and is now invisible
I cannot take it because I am mentally messed up
With a switch up
I got guns up
You go hands up
I watch stars fall
Like an eight ball
In the corner pocket like it's gravity falls
But gravity cannot be stopping me
I became menacing to the society
People got hurt when I took on the world
And now I feel guilt for the stones that were hurled
Feel like there's a rope and it's right at my throat
And I need to fix all that I broke
If I cannot do it then I'm gonna choke
I need to find a way back to the rope
That was hanging inside the pit giving me hope
But I'm scared
When I grab that rope
What is He gonna say
Will He let it fall down
Will He show me His grace
Will He give me a way to get out
I wish I was more connected to You, God
But I'm always standing off there in the dark
Where the light cannot get to me
I know it's always, always been You, God
But I didn't let You inside my heart
And now I'm feeling
Away, need a way
Need a way to find my place
I've been stuck here in this moment
And I cannot get away
And I need You God to fix my mind
And turn it to Your face
I am stuck and I am broken
And I'm running out of faith
Faithlessness Your faithfulness
The only way I can be fixed
God I need You God I know You
God You've called me help me listen
Written by: J O T
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