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nerve damage
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nerve damage was released on October 31, 2024 by Merilee as a part of the album BLOODCALLING
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Release DateOctober 31, 2024
LabelMerilee
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM103

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Merilee Caroline Miller
Merilee Caroline Miller
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Merilee
Merilee
Producer

Lyrics

—Uuuuck
(You can't fix me)
Introduce me 
(Handshake)
To the person I'll become 
Then reduce me 
(Mistake)
To the noose around my tongue 
You accuse me 
Just to use me how you want 
Prick me gently 
(Prick)
Barely notice any blood 
Hooked already 
(Hooked)
Fire burning in my lungs 
Supplementary 
(It's just one time)
Better than me feeling numb
(Better than numb)
(Let the games begin)
So let the fucking games begin 
(I'll sink or swim)
Well find out if it's sink or swim 
You can't fix me
(Hey!)
The outcome's looking pretty grim  
My chance of winning's pretty slim 
(If the outcome's grim, I'll never win)
Dead already 
Guess I should finally face 
The truth I won't confront  
Cuz there's no time to waste 
The ending has begun 
Couldn't be a better time or place 
Shoot the arrow, aim the gun, erase the sun 
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
Done 
Damage is done 
What have I done 
Fell deep in love 
With feeling
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
It allures you 
(AaAaAh)
Abscess growing on my arm
(It's growing)
(Growing)
I assure you 
That there is no cause for alarm 
(No alarm)
It won't cure you, but it 
(You know it will!)
Does more Good than it does Harm 
(It does more Good)
Can't restrain me 
From the person I've become 
Entertaining 
Tasting a bullet with my tongue 
(Bullet with)
Or abstaining 
(My)
From the numbness that I want
(Tongue)
That I need 
I would kill for it
I would bleed  
Let me pay 
What I owe
Let me reap
What I sow 
There is nothing 
I won't do 
I'm a soulless residue 
But I know I'll be just fine as long as I
Get my fix 
So let the fucking games begin 
We'll find out if it's sink or swim 
You can't fix me
The outcome's looking pretty grim 
My chance of winning's pretty slim 
Dead already 
Guess I should finally face 
The truth I won't confront 
Cuz there's no time to waste 
The ending has begun 
Couldn't be a better time or place 
Shoot the arrow, aim the gun, erase the sun 
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
Done 
Damage is done 
What have I done 
(I fell deep in love)
Fell deep in love 
With feeling numb 
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
Done 
Nerve damage is done
(Damage)
(Done)
Nerve damage is done
(Damage done)
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
Done 
Nerve damage is done
Nerve damage is done
Comatose ecstasy 
Cling to it desperately 
(Cling to it desperately)
Heavenly remedy 
Bound by the chemistry 
Destiny's beckoning my life expectancy
Waving its skeletal finger right next to me
But all I see is the promise of paradise 
I'll be set free just as soon as I sterilize 
(Set, free)
Set a new paradigm; lean back and paralyze 
(Paradigm then lean back, die)
Living is temporal but numbness never dies 
Now I can finally face 
The truth I won't confront 
Cuz there's no time to waste 
The ending has begun 
Couldn't be a better time or place 
Shoot the arrow, aim the gun, erase the sun 
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
Done 
Damage is done 
What have I done 
Fell deep in love 
(With feeling numb)
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is done
What have I done 
Fell deep in love 
(I fell deep in love)
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is done
What have I done
Fell deep in love 
(With feeling numb)
(I feel deep in love)
Too late now cuz the nerve damage is
Done 
Written by: Merilee Caroline Miller
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