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Four White Walls
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Four White Walls was released on October 20, 2017 by Lonely Ghost Records as a part of the album First Things First
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Release DateOctober 20, 2017
LabelLonely Ghost Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Hodera
Hodera
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matt Smith
Matt Smith
Songwriter

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
If I woke, up today
With no memory
Of the last decade
What would I think?
What would I say?
I'm afraid, can't get back
Can't get back where we
We started
[Verse 2]
It's too late, I'm too far gone
I've lost so much of myself
Drunk and stoned in my bed
And in my head
I think how'd I get
How'd I get here?
Between four white walls
[Verse 3]
Everything I thought was going okay
Turned out to fall to pieces again
Repeating the cycles makes me
Fear that I can't change a thing
[Verse 4]
What's all of this for?
What's all of this for?
What's all of this for?
What am I doing?
What am I doing here?
[Verse 5]
Drunk on wine alone at 2AM
I got be up soon to go to work again
I think I've lost my mind
These days I can't stay sane
Unless I'm fucked up or I double up my meds
[Verse 6]
I’m trying to keep control
I'm trying keep my cool
I'm running out of hope I need a miracle
[Verse 7]
He said I just need faith
He said I'll find the strength
He said just go to sleep
Tomorrow will be okay
[Verse 8]
But when I go to sleep at the end of the day
Not as the person I was but just his hollow frame
I can't just wake up and hope things will be okay
I’ve done that for so long
Look where it's gotten me
[Verse 9]
The moments of relief few and farther between
Everywhere that I go I’m right back where I’ve been
And if my head got straight
Oh who knows where I’d be
I'm choking at the thought
I’m my worst enemy
[Verse 10]
I'm choking at the thought
I'm choking at the thought
I’m my worst enemy
What will become of me?
I'm choking at the thought
I'm choking at the thought
Written by: Matt Smith
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