Crazy Over EX-Mas

A cold night in December

I'm sitting on my bed

Fighting the intrusive

Thoughts within my head

I'm looking out the window

The ground is turning white

Can't seem to see the beauty

Ever since we had our fight

You loved when bells were ringin'

Makin' angels in the snow

I can't hear carols singin'

Or Santas Ho ho ho

You had ginger bread for breakfast

So now I hate that too

Took merry out of Christmas

And left me feeling blue

I hear "All I want for..."

And the panic sets in

It's that time of the year

Coming at me again

My hands start to sweat

My body gets cold

You used to buy red stuff

Like you were rolling in gold

Ooooh

I used to long to see the lights glisten

Glisten

I loved the taste of cinnamon in your kisses

Kisses

Now there's no point to write a wishlist

I'll be alone again this Christmas

I used to be crazy about you

Now I'm just crazy

Cause you made my Christmas blue

If I could erase you

I'd start with memories

The ones that keep invading

That brings me to my knees

Forget us decorating

Playful innocent

I'd take back Christmas magic

Fa fa fall in love again

I hear "Santa baby"

And the panic sets in

It's that time of the year

Coming at me again

My heart rate is high

Life put me on hold

I stopped counting days

Oh God I'm losing control

Ooooh

I used to long to see the lights glisten

Glisten

I loved the taste of cinnamon in your kisses

Kisses

Now there's no point to write a wishlist

I'll be alone again this Christmas

I used to be crazy about you

Now I'm just crazy

Cause you made my Christmas blue

Made this whole season blue

So blue

You took the merry out of Christmas

Blue

Broke my poor heart in two

In two

You took the merry out of Christmas

Blue

Made this whole season blue

So blue

And I'm no longer who

I used to be crazy about you

But now I'm just crazy

Without you I'm broken

And left feeling lonely

Now I'm just crazy

Cause you made my Christmas blue