Yeah, all the bad thoughts tend to loop back

I won't stay here longer if it don't matter

I prefer a walk then to call a cab

Who knew leaving home would be this sad?

Suppose I had it coming, now I just laugh

Yeah, it's all fine if you don't think of it

If you do then you'll drown like an idiot kid

Don't make me feel dumb again

Give it one more try to make things right

Tell me one more lie to cover your ass alright

I'd rather just bat an eye

How'd you like your coffee done? I'd do it right for you

Lacklustre attempt at the best

I pour the creamer in and suddenly had knots in my chest

Told you with honesty and honestly, I'd rather be dead

I told my mom I'm fine, I gave my aunt a hug

I'll spend my night inside while everyone has fun

I'll flip my insides out

I'll make you proud of me

But every time that I'm down

It seems like you want to leave

What do you want from me?

I'm pleading down on my knees

What do you want from me?

It's getting harder to breathe

What do you want from me?

We'd make it past it I thought

I'll put my heart in a lock

And I'll just plead to god you'll be here

A couple lines across my arms

Suppose that time is just a concept and we all return to god

I'd like to say I'm so mature, I did my chores, I handled love

I broke my bones, might take my life it was traumatic

I tried it twice my mind is rapid

I thought I had it all

Now I have no one to call my own

I'll flip my insides out

I'll make you proud of me

But every time that I'm down

It seems like you want to leave

What do you want from me? (Take me back, I love you)

I'm pleading down on my knees (Take me back, I'll give the space that you need)

What do you want from me?

It's getting harder to breathe (Take me back, take me back, I love you)

What do you want from me? (Take me back, I love you)

We'd make it past it I thought (Take me back, I'll give the space that you need my darling)

I'll put my heart in a lock

And I'll just plead to god you'll be here (Take me back, take me back, I miss you)