What A Feeling

Another victim showed up at Presby, a reference to a shooting at the Fisk

Another victim showed up and lands down (what a feeling)

They're transporting him to Penn Presby

He was shot nine times, just 25 years old black male (yeah)

What a feeling

It felt like I was 'bout to leave earth, what a feeling

EMTs cutting off my shirt, what a feeling

I never knew a memory could hurt

Bitch tried put me in the grave, I had to crawl from out the dirt

What a feeling

If stay alive you gotta stay alert

Seen what they do to people, I ain't fuckin' with them perks

All my homies study Islam, I can't go against the church

Cops ain't never find them gats, that shit feel good to be the search

What a feeling

I made a way, I'm shocked it really worked

I got too much fuckin' motion, I ain't waitin' on the first

I remember all them times, I used to feel like I was cursed

I'm a problem, you a problem when you understand your worth

What a feeling

My homies died, I dropped too many tears

Bad decisions that my homies made done cost them many years

I done rammed me up the biggest back, been broke too many years

I spend thousands on Designer's things, I got too many pairs

I love bittin' with my grandpa, he done had too many bears

Plenty times I could've died, man, I done had too many scares

I ain't scared to take a risk, you know I don't got many fears

It's too late to go back down, I done climbed up too many stairs

If I wanted, I'd go get it, it ain't much I ain't got

My bitch trippin' 'cause she know it ain't no bitch I can't pop

I'm obsessed with makin' money, I feel like I can't stop

But I struggle findin' balance, **** mad I ain't drop

Got an AP, headin' G-Shock, I'm still on the same pop

Brody said I'm motivating, we broke from the same block

**** fishin', I ain't trippin', I put killers in position

I put stocks on ****' tops, it ain't no dodgin' rain drops

Hop out on 'em, hello (hello)

All I see is red, I treat the red like it's yellow (yellow)

I pull strings like a cello (cello)

Got the shit inside the haylock, I can barely bend my elbow

What a feelin'

It feel like I was 'bout to leave earth, what a feelin'

EMTs cuttin' off my shirt, what a feelin'

I never knew a memory could hurt

Bitch, I put me in the grave, I had to crawl from all the dirt

What a feelin', ah

I told him don't make me the villain

And that shit up to the ceiling

It's a lot of **** walkin' 'round

That's only walkin' 'round 'cause I was tryin' stop the killin'

I was chillin', they done took the chillin' out me

Takin' little out my name 'cause it ain't nothin' little 'bout me

My bitch said she wish I died, like, "Damn, that's how you feel about me"

Had too many surgeries, I need that anesthesia out me

Ain't too many people like me, I feel like I'm real rare

I feel like I cheated death, this shit don't even feel fair

Doc is touchin' on my legs, he askin', "Can you feel here?"

Guess I feel it, I thought I was 'bout to need a wheelchair

What a feeling

It felt like I was 'bout to leave earth, what a feeling

EMTs cutting off my shirt, what a feeling

I never knew a memory could hurt

They tried put me in the grave, I had to crawl from all the dirt

What a feeling

What a feeling

Yeah