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Illusions
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Illusions was released on November 11, 2024 by Desi.exe as a part of the album Illusions - Single
November 11, 2024
LabelDesi.exe
LanguageEnglish
BPM68
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Been reminiscing
Better days when I didn't need fixing
Just a kid, living life was the mission
In the crib, give a fuck where I fit in
Even then I was cursed with the vision
All alone ain't nobody to listen
Plain sight but the demons was hidden
If I disappear who gon check if I'm missing or check if I'm slipping
Been on the edge for some time but I just play it off as pretending
Feel like I'm falling till drugs come an set in
Going through hell just to get to my heaven
Why do I laugh to they faces
When I look around I just see that the world has been ending
Keeping them out of my spaces
Cuz no one's been real enough to let in to the section
This shit get confusing
Like honestly what am I doing
Trying my best to keep myself moving
But every step feels like I'm losing
Black and Blue I'm used to the bruising
I'd rather be sleep snoozing
Going insane screws getting loosened
Its all a blur an illusion
Ain't know I was broke let alone how to mend it
Had False confidence came off pretentious
No advice don't follow suggestions
History taught me, question intentions
Hard headed the harder the lessons
Always close, I'm just missing connections
Run from you demons you blow past yo blessings
Pain in the voice as they speak they confessions
Life ain't been sweet had to fight for confections
(Life ain't been sweet had to fight for confections)
Forgive My decisions I had no Directions
(Forgive My decisions I had no Directions)
Shit I can't justify to My reflection
(Shit I can't justify to My reflection)
The times I 'm not sober the only acceptation
(The times I 'm not sober the only acceptation)
This shit get confusing
Like honestly what am I doing
Trying my best to keep myself moving
But every step feels like I'm losing
Black and Blue I'm used to the bruising
I'd rather be sleep snoozing
Going insane screws getting loosened
Its all a blur an illusion
This shit get confusing
Like honestly what am I doing
Trying my best to keep myself moving
But every step feels like I'm losing
Black and Blue I'm used to the bruising
I'd rather be sleep snoozing
Going insane screws getting loosened
Its all a blur an illusion
Life ain't been sweet had to fight for confections
(Life ain't been sweet had to fight for confections)
Forgive My decisions I had no Directions
(Forgive My decisions I had no Directions)
Shit I can't justify to My reflection
(Shit I can't justify to My reflection)
The times I 'm not sober the only acceptation
(The times I 'm not sober the only acceptation)
Written by: Ecuardo Neil, Marcus Desire
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