Reading Contracts

This life is such a blessing I been staying focused

The stress within me building thats the shit they cut your throat with,

I'm built too tough bitch you know I just aint built for folding,

While building success for 24' that shit be loading

Sifting through these contracts and contacts

Everything I'n doing real always spitting all fax,

Growing up the kid always thought that he was all that

Spittin game to these hoes folding like ball cap

Even though I'm confident I second guess myself

And even with my accomplishments I gotta prove myself

But astonishments and broken promises worsen my health,

But I ain't too worried bout the cards that I was just dealt

I carve my own lane but I was off the beaten path

The fuck was I just searching for I roam the streets for cash,

I was falling on hard times I need solutions fast,

But is giving away my soul even worth it for the bag?

I'm so thankful for my fans,

I don't think you understand

My fear was way too crippling bout fucking up the plan

And even though i'm doing it im always just a man,

And I hope you follow dreams cause i promise you just can,

Oh my God look at numbers then I shed a tear,

Thinking bout how the fuck did I even get here,

Cause a year ago dead set of quitting outta fear

But I now I live the life I wanted cause I persevered

I was Never the one for the fortune and fame

I'm just chasing my dreams Lord that's a fortunate thang

Blessed to be having all these people fuck with lyrics I sang,

Blood, sweat and tears, I give you years of my pain,

But on the days that I feel just like a mortal man,

Reminding me that everything's accord to plan,

Hoping what I do appeals to Corta's fans

Go on tour and watch the fans flood the stands,

Bardin Road is playing and they throw they hands

My God

Reversing time I just write up on my pad of mine

Social anxiety just got me feelin like I'm asinine,

Writing styles, kung fu feeling like I mastered mine,

Heart of Greed 9 for 9 I feel just like mastermind,

Shit is God willin, I do it because it's by design,

The sand is where I cross the line, my feelings going down my spine,

Music make me rich and that shit just could never hit decline,

The plan was so divine, and I just waited till the stars align