I should be grateful that I found someone like you in my twenties

And I know it breaks you too,

Dinner with all those bitches 'cause they're not like me

And I really hate you 'cause of you, I wanna leave this city

Another week goes by when I cry myself to sleep

I guess we only have good conversations if we're on drugs, but that's not gonna save us

For years, we've been a perfect combination, now we're outta touch

And if I'm being honest,

Before I met you, I've never trusted no man on purpose

Turned into bad news, but you knew how to handle all of my issues

I was so sure about that, we would sit on that fucking porch when we were ninety

Do I have to give up on our dreams?

Is this really it?

I guess we only have good conversations if we're on drugs, but that's not gonna save us

For years, we've been a perfect combination, now we're outta touch

And if I'm being honest,

Still not ready for what comes next

I think he's a downgrade from my ex

My family says I'll be happy again

Guess that is part of me healing

Still not ready for what comes next

I think he's a downgrade from my ex

My family says I'll be happy again

I'm healing

I'm healing

I'm healing

I'm healing

Ahh

I'm healing

Healing

Ehh

Healing