House in the Hills

Where do I go

When I'm not feeling well

I don't think I'll be alive to see the night

I can't see the light

At the end of the tunnel

Will it ever come or will it always be a struggle

Cuz I just want to get away from these people

Sick of the stuff that they keep posting

All the fake things they keep saying

I just wanna get away live in a house up the hills

Get away from all the fake feels

Get out of the drama of fake people

Sick of seeing filters on their faces

Don't know if they're real

It's so hard to tell anymore whats fake and what's the real deal

I ain't even been alive that long but

Why can't we go back to the simpler times

Oh God can't you help me to see the light

It's starting to fade behind all the secrets and the fights

I just wanna live a life worth living

But it's hard in the world that I'm given

People never wanna change so nothing's ever different

Why is it so hard to see what you're doing

You're screaming and yelling

At the wall to get out of your way but you're the one who built it

Why is it so difficult why do we always default

To blaming other people

All the angry comments, drama and the judgement

I'm getting tired of it

We've accepted so many things as ok

But it's not

It's getting harder to find God

But he's never left

Its just the way that we've changed our thought process

Always tryna climb a ladder that doesn't end

To the point that we can barely function

When will we see the society that we've created for what it really is

But in the end who really cares

We only live once

No that ain't true

We only die once but we live every day

As long as we take the time to enjoy life

Stay in the moments that we're given

Rather than tryna fix the old ones or plan the next one

Not everything has to planned out

Just take a breath relax

Chill with the fam

Not everything has to be a pic for the gram

My heart beating out of my chest anytime I think about what comes next

Somedays I don't wanna open that text

Even if it's something nice

Take my heart off my sleeve and put it on ice

Cuz I'm sick of hearing lies