In the night, I feel alone, rather die inside my misery

Coughing up some smoke, that marijuana helping set me free

But later shit gets vivid, I relive through all my memories

And focus on the past, I got faces I don't wanna see, ingrained

All inside my motherfucking brain, I need a change

I don't wanna ever feel this way and so I dream

About a better life is what I want or so it seems

But everytime I close my fucking eyes, I get to praying

That the lord will take me out this life and kill me in my sleep

And if I die and go to hell, I pray the lord my soul to keep

I don't even want a motherfucking thing no more

Thinking bout it, life don't feel the same no more

Ain't nobody been calling and I don't really wanna bother nobody

So I just kick it by myself in the back, all solo

Left out, in the middle, ain't no good

Never really cared about em but I tried, thought I could

But they never really cared about me, said I'm weird, but they wrong, just misunderstood

So I keep in the back, no more words, but my raps when I'm laying the track down

Still they think that I'm wack, always talk behind backs, but I don't turn my back now

Always had problems, since birth, I've been locked up inside of a mental cage

Never really believed in a god, but I still put my hands up together and pray

That the lord will take me out this life and kill me in my sleep

And if I die and go to hell, I pray the lord my soul to keep