I don't play with my heart

So why play with yours ?

I'm just gon tear it apart

Gotta get myself out the dark

I run away from love every time there's a spark

I can't fly with it my pockets lifting with lint the fabric dry different

Can't give you all when my vibe different

Cause I feel like times ticking

Am I working hard with what god gifted

My sights different right now

On this road imma hurt you

I don't deserve you

I Can't give you what's worth you

Not being fair to myself money in a whirlpool

Going down the drain for what I need the most

Music it goes to

I can't afford you

I can't support you

I'm selfish all my time gotta go where it's supposed to cause I'm

Can't even ask family for help prides in the way

Friends over family any day

They don't feel obligated but they do it anyway

Your blood is funny they always got sumn to say

You ever asked something from family

"What you need it for "

Say help me out with my music

"Nah I need it more "

But when you make it big

Trust They hands gon be out for plenty more

There not many doors

And I got

No one to teach investing

Or credit

All we know is debit put a slip on it

And we gonna get it Ish is pathetic

Moms side not even connected

Try to force a relationship you gonna regret it

Reaching out is exhausting sometimes you just gotta dead it

No callin or texting

Sadly we internet addressing

But If it ain't broke don't fix it

But if it's broke then no one wanna listen

Let's just keep it distant

Like a memory you good off forgetting

Life would be easier if we get along

I shouldn't have to cope all through these songs

But they sharpen my art form

One day Ill start touring so I could do what I'm really in this life for

Show em what's it's like to reach heights before life's gone

Show em what's it's like to be liked and not blocked out each other life cause they don't even know what they mad for