How are you

Shit, I'm doing alright

No, you're not. I can tell by the look in your eyes. It's okay not to be okay sometimes

But I am okay, man. Yeah, shit been hard. A lot of shit ain't go as planned. People say that would never lead me up and left me

And I bet that shit bothers you, don't it? Really, eats at you. Here, have a drink and talk to me

I don't really drink like that, but one won't hurt

I mean, sometimes I don't know how much longer I can go on, man. How much longer, how much more I can take

Well take me as far back as you can remember, when you think it all went wrong

Mmm, probably when I became homeless with my father

We had left New York, we went to Iowa, Des Moines to be exact, cause my dad met some lady

And that was the start of us being homeless. He gave up shelter, and stability, to chase some fucking pussy, man

Have another drink, my brother. Thanks

I was never in school for long. I was never able to build friendships

So I became kind of awkward around new people

I had this one girl I thought I'd grow old with, but that dumb fucking bitch used me for every fucking penny I had

I did everything for that fucking bitch

Yeah, I get it. I ain't had my shit together, but to lead me on and to use me for what little I had

Ooh, I hate that bitch

Don't let your cup stay empty. Have another drink

Yeah, that's it. It's okay to be angry. Get angry

She had no right to fucking do you the way she did

You never did her wrong. You never cheated

She did. Remember, you weren't married

She was and She failed to tell you

She fucked around on you

The craziest shit is, is this is the first time I actually loved and hated the same person

Why you think I got this pistol a couple days ago

Huh? For a decoration piece

My ****, please