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playing dead
50
Hip-Hop/Rap
playing dead was released on November 8, 2024 by looking at birds as a part of the album playing dead - Single
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Release DateNovember 8, 2024
Labellooking at birds
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM65

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
billsbeats
billsbeats
Performer
Benjamin Beal
Benjamin Beal
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Benjamin Beal
Benjamin Beal
Lyrics
Bills Beats
Bills Beats
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
billsbeats
billsbeats
Producer

Lyrics

I think of you when my day bad
we would complain about day jobs
stay at my crib when the rain bad
we would get wasted on days off
I was in school to learn nothing
its working I guess
was high every second
could barely get dressed
pajamas in class
getting faded for tests
driving with you for hours the highlight of
my day
(my day)
my week
(my week)
long nights
(long nights)
no sleep
(yea)
I was too tired to figure it out
now im all alone getting blitzed on the couch
your ghost's still here
chills in my house
making me feel you're still around
make me feel alive again
wait for me
I'm coming right back
I'm so sick of playing dead
drawing hearts all over my cast
I think of you when there's snow on the ground of my city
it's sickening
I should be smiling on stage
the symphony always had instruments missing
I sit in but I never learned how to play
hopefully bliss will find me in time
can't figure out shit when you're rotting inside
but fuck it
there's people who love me
so while you're out looking for yours
I'm faded with mine
I'm good
I'm great
I hang by a thread
so nervous 'bout words I rehearsed in my head
in search of a world I can build with my friends
I've been here forever
and still I pretend
like everything's good or great
untangling threads
they're made of cement
a mess I made
I break and I bend
for you I'd play dead
again and again I guess
make me feel alive again
wait for me
I'm coming right back
I'm so sick of playing dead
drawing hearts all over my cast
Written by: Benjamin Beal, Bills Beats
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