high school reunion

Our high school reunion will be here before you know it

And I would be lying if I said I don't dread it

'Cause what if I'm there, and I never let go

And then what if you arrive with someone to call your own?

What do I do? Am I supposed to say hi?

Do I act like you weren't a part of my life?

Am I thinking too much? Is it not a big deal?

It's been four fucking years, six more doubt I'll be healed

I get caught up in everything I wish I said

I lost trust in myself a long time ago

Had one love, and I'm scared I can't bury the past

'Cause I'd come back if all you did was just ask

Our high school reunion will be here before you know it

And I would be lying if I said I don't think about

Every which way, something goes wrong

And what if you ask what I meant in those songs

What do I do? Do I lie and say no?

I wasn't secretly thinking you'd be at one of my shows

I don't even care, I'm totally over it

It's not like I hoped you're the one I'd grow older with

I get caught up in everything I wish I said

I lost trust in myself a long time ago

Had one love, and I'm scared I can't bury the past

'Cause I'd come back if all you did was just ask

I won "most likely to ruin a good thing"

I won "most likely to not know when it's working"

I still get caught up in everything I wish I said

I lost trust in myself a long time ago

Had one love, and I'm scared I can't bury the past

'Cause I'd come back if all you did was just ask