Too much, I'm lost, can't feel my ways

I told you, I'd change but I've stayed the same

Where's the, progress? I feel the same

Bottles and bottles, I can't think straight

I'm too much, in my head, I feel the pain

I can't stop I can't stop, it's the only way

Two I take, hand me another, so I feel it

I don't change but you still, see good in me

Blue and red lights flashing every time I pop another one

I have to lie and tell you that I'm sober when I'm really not

There's too much on your mental health, I cannot change why are you here?

Spend all my money on these pills

My life is going so downhill

Cause there's too much, I'm numb

I cannot change

Every night, I cry, I cannot change

Too much, I'm numb, I cannot change

Every night, I cry, I cannot change

Too much, I'm numb

I cannot change

Every night, I cry, I cannot change

Too much, I'm numb, I cannot change

Every night, I cry, I cannot change

Defenseless I am, useless I am

I can't tell you why I'm here

I pop one to end it but I wake up, (every night, I cry and cry every night)

Bright red eyes look just like tears

I mess up after mess up but you forgive and you're by my side

I try and say that I'll change but I can't

And, it's a big big cycle

(Every night, I cry and cry every night)

Without you I'm nothing, you heal me but I start to break right down, I hope to not wake up in the morning

Cause these days are just so wild

There's too much that I've taken cause I'm messed up and get high and higher

(Every night, I cry, I cannot change)