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koi
Hip-Hop/Rap
koi was released on November 22, 2024 by Big Fish as a part of the album koi - Single
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Release DateNovember 22, 2024
LabelBig Fish
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM107

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mason Melani
Mason Melani
Songwriter

Lyrics

Spending all my time
Thinking 'bout the one
I need to know where you're running
Know where you're going, know what you wanna do
I need you now
I need you now
So tell me how, don't really wanna feel this way
Feeling what I'm feeling now
My hesitation I know you bemoan it, loathe it
Whatever, I know I'm over controlling
I know what you say when I say that I'm broken
Oh you're dramatic, the thoughts you're evoking
I focused, my eyes seem to gloss over still
Shouting since we're on opposite hills
Coming close to retaining the one that I am
Am I me, am I who I expect
Take my place, we can trade
I could be what you want
Fish or fool, my disguise letting up
Chasing my tail, taking breaks for your touch
And it begs me to stay but I never could love
Love a little and run I can't stay for too long
Scared of feeling like I've got a home
Trailing behind you and whispering lone
Just a voice in the back of your throat
I need a dance please, I need a touch
I know I'm antsy, I need to run
I know it's tempting to give it up
But I live for the rush, and I live for your love
And I live in the moment you told me I'm broken
Live in the moment I broke you all over
With tears and your eyes and mine bloodshot and blue
Black in my iris enticing you too
Staring dimly at stars, freezing cold under moon
Maybe I'd wait there and let it consume
Red on my nose and I'm blushing again
Trying so hard but we'll never be friends
And I miss having people who backing me up
How much it hurt me, how much it cost
How much I'd give to get back to my roots
And I'm fading so slowly I know that you knew
And I know that you see when I breakdown and cry
Know that you know how I'm faring, it's vile
Stoic and stoic it hurts me all over
I'm calming my nerves, overloading my burden
I trust that you'll call if I break
I trust that you'll speak if I'm screaming your name
Stars in my eyes and it's blood on my hands
I won't forget how you act when I'm dead
I comply with what you need
Stifle me it starts with dreams
Travel slowly, I can see
The making of you making me
Falling, falling, catch me now
Stop my breathing watch me drown
I can sense your fear I let you down
It's the death of me, it follows round
Written by: Mason Melani
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